okays 1st day of official lessons.
hmm i was hyper/happy in the morning.

hahas i've been a little hyper this few days during class.
hahas okay maybe a little more then little?
hhaas talk and talk and talk!heh=P

hahas i heard frm my fren tht my frens are scared of me!
hahas cos i talk so much!

tht's crazy lar!hahas
anws maddy my mad partner..
okay pretty obvious from the word mad.
so you know where it originated from yea hahas.

anws my class okay.
heh pretty cool.

lookin forward to a good yr with them.
hahas my class is BIG lar!
hahas 44 pupils.
okay maybe not tht BIG!
but considered t other classes!

hahas funny lar!
every classrom not enough sits for all of us!
thank goodness im reg 1.
so im usually secured a place(:
hahas

lessons were okay lar..
pretty borin though.

and i dun like my english teacher at all!
she let's say punished me on the first lesson..
damn malu lar!hahas

oh yes and i stupidly returned my library bok and know i suddenly rmb i need it to complete my hw.
lols how smart am i rite?
hahas
so i've got to go down to the library tml.
scearch for tht stupid book again!
bleah!

and besides tht i cant do my hw tonight.
i've got to wait til tml!
WASTE MY TIME.
of which i dun have alot!
bleah!


okays after sch had training..
well it was rainin.
so training like on and not on okays nvm.
anws i was feelin happy at the beginning...



until some pple had to go and make me super upset and pissed!
or maybe it's jus me
i dunno!
i jus feel
soo stupid!
soo idiot!
so dumb!
basically i feel like an asshole!

i feel so cheated and made used of!
i feel so down.!


anws aiyah i dunno!
i jus feel so sad!


ahh i feel damn pissed and angry lar!
ah chill aileen!

okays im suffering a breakdown!

okays im not goin to care anymore since nobody appreciates or care!
have yu ever felt like shit?
cos if you have im feelin tht now!


smile aileen smile!
be happy!(:
and cheer up!

okays i guess im feelin better well i chose what i wan to be
and i wan to feel
HAPPY!

ah though it still hurts deep down inside..

i guess im jus tired.
i need rest..

i jus need a time out..


have you ever dun smtg and you soo totally regret?
i have.
and im super super super soo soo soo sorry!



hmms this are some stuffs which i learnt like in jus this few days?
1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
2. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
3. When i say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
4. Talk slowly but think quickly.
5. Be cheerful always, a positive outlook can overcome anything.
6. When i lose, don't lose the lesson .
7. The three R's: Respect for self, Respect for others, and responsibility for all my actions.
8. Learn from the mistakes of others and don't commit it too.
9. What the mind can conceive and believe, it can acheive.
10. Have faith and trust others, but first urself.

jim! hahas you could have asked me for it!.heh save you the trouoble of finding for it lols.or it's at maddy's blog!and you tagged thrice then you tagged twice nice one lar.lols.

cheryl! im soo sooo sooo soo sooo so soo sooo so so terribly sorry!!